I Miss You

I smile because of you
I laugh because of you
I cry because of you
Every single day
Every single night
But you never know that

I fake a smile when I'm with you
And just look at whatever you do
Wanted you to think that I've moved on too
Just like you do
While I steal a look at your smile
Your laugh
Laugh at your jokes
How I am hoping that you're still mine

You have no clue
How much I've fell for you
Missing the memories, the old times
Where we smiled, we laughed,
We joked, we talked,
Like nothing can come between us
Things that lovers do

I miss you
I miss the memories
When you hold me,
hug me, smile at me
and listening to your voice saying
"I love you, Hunny"

If only I can tell you
How much I miss you
and still love you
But you might run away
So, I decided not to tell
Keep it to myself and I
Leave it as a part of the memories
I had with you

There's no reason to ruin what we had and have
There's always gonna be memories
As long as I am still with you
Even if not as that "special someone"
As long as I can love you from far
As long as I can see that smile
As long as I can still hear your laugh
I'll be fine

If only you knew
How much I Miss You

-Jea-
xoxo