A Night In September

It was September
Yea, I still remember
I saw that smile on your face

You told me something
I didn't expected
That you loved me, yea it was insane

I never thought I could fall for you
I never thought that it might be true
Never thought that I could still be in love with you


xoxo

I HATE you for making me LOVE you.

Look, listen, read this.
Just a message for you.

I love you but
I hate you then
I love you back
I hate you again

That's the fact.
It keeps on going on and on and on and on...

I hate to know the fact that
the reason why I HATE YOU
is because
I REALLY DO LOVE YOU

You broke my heart once,
wait,make it twice
or was it trice?

Why? Why is it that I LOVE YOU while
the only thing YOU LOVE TO DO
is breaking me into pieces?

Don't you think you hurt me enough?

Your love is like a paper cut

Cause' That's The Way I Loved You

You were wild and crazy
Just so frustrating, intoxicating, complicated
Got away by some mistake and now

I'll be screamin' and fightin'
And kissin' in the rain
It's two a.m. and I'm cursin' your name
I'm so in love that I acted insane
And that's the way I Loved You

Breakin' down and comin' undone
It's a roller-coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I Loved You

I love you
I miss you
Just hoping you'll be mine Forever

-Jea-
xoxo

I Miss You

I smile because of you
I laugh because of you
I cry because of you
Every single day
Every single night
But you never know that

I fake a smile when I'm with you
And just look at whatever you do
Wanted you to think that I've moved on too
Just like you do
While I steal a look at your smile
Your laugh
Laugh at your jokes
How I am hoping that you're still mine

You have no clue
How much I've fell for you
Missing the memories, the old times
Where we smiled, we laughed,
We joked, we talked,
Like nothing can come between us
Things that lovers do

I miss you
I miss the memories
When you hold me,
hug me, smile at me
and listening to your voice saying
"I love you, Hunny"

If only I can tell you
How much I miss you
and still love you
But you might run away
So, I decided not to tell
Keep it to myself and I
Leave it as a part of the memories
I had with you

There's no reason to ruin what we had and have
There's always gonna be memories
As long as I am still with you
Even if not as that "special someone"
As long as I can love you from far
As long as I can see that smile
As long as I can still hear your laugh
I'll be fine

If only you knew
How much I Miss You

-Jea-
xoxo